If in the beginning you found yourself a skeptic or on the fence about believing in the realness of God but after reading a post or a series of posts you sense a calling to be in deeper relationship with God, then I want to encourage you to pray this prayer, right now wherever you are.
I know you have not been my main priority. I am so sorry I have sinned and created great distance between you an me. I want to be close to you, not farther away so please forgive me for all the ways I've grieved you. I know I am not strong enough to do this on my own. I realize how much I need you in my life. I believe your son, Jesus died to take away my sins, was miraculously raised from the grave,
and is alive. I want Jesus to be Lord over my life and reign in my heart forever, starting today. Please, send your Holy Spirit to be the guiding voice that speaks truth into my heart. I know your plans for me are so much greater than mine and I want to be pleasing to you. In Jesus name I pray.
Welcome to the family of believers! You've just become a follower of Christ! Luke 15:10 says-"...there is rejoicing in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents." Repent is just a fancy way of saying you've placed your full attention on God and shifted your focus away from things that aren't pleasing to him. I know it may feel weird or you might be thinking "What the heck did I just do?!?". I want to encourage you to, as soon as you can, find a Bible based church or small group Bible study (if church freaks you out) in your area and tell someone you've recently invited Jesus into your heart. They will be so glad you reached out.